I've made a decision. It's doesn't affect me at the very moment or actually for quite awhile. That's the good thing about this decision. If I really feel that it's a terrible decision, I can then change my mind about it.
However, at the moment, I really feel that I'd like to have a child before I'm 30.
I know that I'd really like to find a husband and somebody that loves me for me, but perhaps, it's just not meant to be. Once I'm 30 (well, really I've decided it'll be April 2012 - the month before I turn 30), even if I don't end up getting any other job, I should be making a good profit from page views on Associated Content. After all, by then, I'll easily have over 1,000 articles, maybe even over 2,000.
Of course, I can't say how my life will truly go. However, my decision is that by then, if I'm not married and/or don't have a child or children for some reason, then I will go ahead and try to find a guy that is okay with having children - even if we never get married or live together. Yes, I will just look for a guy who wants to have sex and is not afraid of having a child be his offspring.
It would be nice if the guy wants to be involved in the child's life, but I think I'd be okay with just monetary support if I don't make enough money myself, and that's only an if.
For now, though, I'm still that born again virgin. I'm holding out for awhile to find that true love. This decision has made me much happier than I've been in a long while.
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